Wednesday, April 27, 2005

Shawny, my dog, my companion & my best friend of almost 11 years died last afternoon. She had not been well for the past few days. It started with her just not eating enough, then very little at all. She became quite and not as active as she normally is. My dad & I thought it was just something she ate that upset her; she did tend to eat rotten fruit that fell from the trees in our yard. Then she stopped coming to greet me when I came home from work late at night. This Saturday when I went to her kennel, she only wagged her tail when I called her name but didn't even lift her head and her back was turned away from me. My dad & I decided to get a vet but he could come to see her only on Monday. He said she had an infection from a fever like pnuemonia or something. I went to get medicines for her and we though she would recover from rest & the meds. My dad gave her the dose on Tuesday morning and told me to give her some milk mixed with water. She hadn't eaten anything except maybe some gruel water. She was drinking water. She kept whinning when I went to give her the milk but she couldn't get up. Then later that afternoon when I went to check on her, I found her lifeless body. I can't remember crying this hard and I broke down. My uncle got some guy to come and dig a grave for her to the side of my house and we buried her there. As they guy was filling up her grave, I spotted her bowl - the aluminium bowl we gave her food in. Shawny loved to play with the bowl, often tipping it over even when I filed it with water and carry it in her mouth. It was her way of playing with me or my dad. She would also bring it to the top of the stairs outside the front door at night and drop it so it hit every step on the way down, making a loud racket and wake my parents and me. Seeing the bowl, I picked it up and dropped it next to her in the grave.

I'll never get another dog again in my life. Wouldn't be fair. Shawny was more than a dog to me, she was my best friend. I am a dreamer, I dream about fanstic voyages, through space, through different planets & stars & distant galaxies in spaceships manned by anderoids & humans. I have thrilling adventures that are so exciting - and in each one, by side was Shawny. She can never be replaced. I am an athiest so I don't belive in heaven. Who knows what happens after death right? But I know, that if there is an afterlife or something of that sort, when it's my turn to die, waiting fro me on the other side will be the best, most beautiful Golden Retriver in the world - my Shawny!




SHAWNY

b.Sept.1, 1994 - d.Apr.26, 2005

I was lucky to have had you in my life



Our Lady Peace - Thief
======================

I don't want to understand this horror
There's a weight in your eyes
I can't admit
Everybody ends up here in bottles
But the name tag's the last thing you wanted

As the world explodes
We fall out of it
But we can't let go
Because this will not go away
There's a house built out in space

I can't see that thief
That lives inside of your head
But I can be some courage at
The side of you bed
I don't know what's happening
And I can't pretend
But I can be your, be your

Someone help us understand
Who ordered this disgusting
Arrangement, time and the end
I don't want to hear who walked
On water, because the hallways are empty
And the clock ticks

As the world implodes
We fall into it
And we can't go home
Because this will not go away
There's a house built out in space

I can't see that thief
That lives inside of your head
But I can be some courage at
The side of you bed
I don't know what's happening
And I can't pretend

It's a long, long get away
It's a long, long get away
Make it home again
Make it home again
It's a long, long get away
It's a long, long get away

I can't see that thief
That lives inside of your head
But I can be some courage at
The side of you bed
I don't know what's happening
And I can't pretend
But I can be your, be your

Song for the day - "Thief" - OUR LADY PEACE

23 Comments:

At 1:28 pm, Anonymous Anonymous said...

Good day to everyone
Aciphex
Aciphex
http://www.yeshuanet.com/docs/images/Aciphex/index.html
`````````````````````````````````````````````
Tramadol
http://www.yeshuanet.com/docs/images/Tramadol/index.html
Tramadol
:::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::
Bentyl
http://www.yeshuanet.com/docs/images/Bentyl/index.html
Bentyl
tahk u

 
At 11:23 pm, Anonymous Anonymous said...

craigslist personals [url=http://loveepicentre.com/]skisingles[/url] singles church groups clarion pa http://loveepicentre.com/ dating dubai

 
At 9:03 pm, Anonymous Anonymous said...

calcium carbonate msds [url=http://usadrugstoretoday.com/products/cialis-professional.htm]cialis professional[/url] maui mint orbit gum http://usadrugstoretoday.com/products/avodart.htm walmart 4 dollar drug list http://usadrugstoretoday.com/catalogue/r.htm
health insurance travel companies illinois [url=http://usadrugstoretoday.com/categories/erection-packs.htm]erection packs[/url] blood in stool of canine [url=http://usadrugstoretoday.com/products/vitamin-a-and-d.htm]kidney and ed[/url]

 
At 8:53 pm, Anonymous Anonymous said...

http://rxmeds.in/cyproheptadine/cyproheptadine-illegal-use
[url=http://rxmeds.in/aciphex/aciphex-and-antibiotics]discount drugs meridia[/url] school drug prevention programs [url=http://rxmeds.in/prednisone]prednisone[/url]
strcutural factors lead primo caser to deal drugs http://rxmeds.in/allegra/allegra-from-dreampharmaceuticals
[url=http://rxmeds.in/cozaar/cozaar-problems-with-taking]huntsville madison county health dept[/url] certification drug counseling orlando florida [url=http://rxmeds.in/alendronate/nora-study-alendronate]nora study alendronate[/url]
names of low depression medical drug http://rxmeds.in/prednisone/pain-and-swelling-came-back-after-finishing-prednisone
[url=http://rxmeds.in/zantac/does-zantac-contain-asprin]erectile dysfunction causes treatment[/url] dalactin drug information [url=http://rxmeds.in/imdur/imdur-classification]imdur classification[/url] drug testing welfare recipients [url=http://rxmeds.in/alli/alli-kendle-myspace]alli kendle myspace[/url]

 
At 5:20 am, Anonymous Anonymous said...

http://www.minionsguild.net/minions/forum/viewtopic.php?f=3&t=50922 http://genesis.visionaryqubes.com/forum/viewtopic.php?f=2&t=197035 http://www.whydomba.com/discuss/viewtopic.php?f=2&t=124034 http://otug.net/forums/index.php?topic=16439.new#new
http://forum.pmg-gd-bg.com/viewtopic.php?f=34&t=29073 http://joycellgroup.com/forum/viewtopic.php?p=228924#228924 http://elrosth.com/forum/viewtopic.php?f=15&t=166285 http://www.franklinstagecompany.org/phpBB3/viewtopic.php?f=1&t=136731
http://www.belindamusica.com.ar/belinda_foro/phpBB2/viewtopic.php?p=61406#61406 http://forum.sursautsenegal.org/viewtopic.php?p=880191#880191 http://nlinewlong.co.kr/board/board.cgi?bname=nlinewlong&action=view&page=1&unum=25430&noInc=1&SID=034a01f75fd9e31bd5dae2004be50b0c

 
At 4:57 am, Anonymous Anonymous said...

http://hatikva-tamid.info/elpaises/index.php?topic=7916.new#new http://www.barbershop101.com/forum/viewtopic.php?f=2&t=260017 http://www.i-hanil.com/board/board.cgi?bname=freeboard&action=view&page=1&unum=33283&noInc=1 http://epaflooring.com/merkurforum/viewtopic.php?f=3&t=201007
http://merlinsmagicalcloset.com/forum/viewtopic.php?p=316049#316049 http://fortiori-war.co.uk/forum/viewtopic.php?f=2&t=23916 http://www.hanbeet.net/zb41pl7/bbs/zboard.php?id=03test&page=1&page_num=20&select_arrange=headnum&desc=&sn=off&ss=on&sc=on&keyword=&no=12226&category=1 http://alteredplanes.com/APE_Forum/viewtopic.php?f=2&t=106242
http://lonewolfwd.com/smf/index.php?topic=285300.new#new http://www.sukhee.com/zboard/zboard.php?id=sukhee_memo&page=1&page_num=5&select_arrange=headnum&desc=&sn=off&ss=on&sc=on&keyword=&no=447126&category=1 http://picayunetalk.com/redoforums/viewtopic.php?f=1&t=10706

 
At 11:50 am, Anonymous Anonymous said...

dodge riring toys http://latestcarnews.in/seat/telephone-tables-with-seat auto replacement parts
[url=http://latestcarnews.in/rally/riders-rally]beach and beach auto insurance[/url] western auto in ontario [url=http://latestcarnews.in/plymouth/negative-cable-replacement-97-plymouth-grand-voyager]negative cable replacement 97 plymouth grand voyager[/url]
d j meyers racing http://latestcarnews.in/lamborghini/longisland-lamborghini
[url=http://latestcarnews.in/scion/scion-xb-hubcaps-chrome-rim-covers]mercedes c300 4matic 2008[/url] mercedes benz valencia [url=http://latestcarnews.in/lancia/lancia-integrale]lancia integrale[/url]
used volkswagen diesels for sale http://latestcarnews.in/oldsmobile
[url=http://latestcarnews.in/scion/giovanni-lamborgini-scion]mercedes smart used prices[/url] cheap volkswagen parts [url=http://latestcarnews.in/porsche/porsche-seconda-mano]porsche seconda mano[/url]

 
At 12:19 pm, Anonymous Anonymous said...

the travel bug red bank http://wikitravel.in/airport/fort-lauderdale-airport-public-transit-bus-schedules yorkville travel
[url=http://wikitravel.in/car-rental/enterprize-car-rental-in-orlando]travel agency cheney washington[/url] travel booking philadelphia [url=http://wikitravel.in/tourism/five-ages-of-tourism]five ages of tourism[/url]
erie canal travel http://wikitravel.in/tours/sicily-tours
[url=http://wikitravel.in/travel/india-business-travel]travel to phillipines[/url] travel to guam [url=http://wikitravel.in/vacation-packages/glenwood-springs-vacation-packages]glenwood springs vacation packages[/url]
travel agent for walt disney world http://wikitravel.in/airlines/emirates-airlines-islamabad-timetables cheap travel exotic [url=http://wikitravel.in/map/dunkirk-ohio-map]dunkirk ohio map[/url]

 
At 8:25 pm, Anonymous Anonymous said...

remodeling designer columbus ohio http://topcitystyle.com/-sport-zip-jacket-and-pants-category4.html job description of fashion merchandising [url=http://topcitystyle.com/white-pink-dresses-color48.html]used career clothes[/url] jordan shoes
http://topcitystyle.com/28-sport-pants-size18.html ladies shoes [url=http://topcitystyle.com/calvin-klein-casual-brand40.html]china buy direct clothes[/url]

 
At 10:07 pm, Anonymous Anonymous said...

ferragamo shoes for men http://topcitystyle.com/?action=products&product_id=1357 fashion shoes china [url=http://topcitystyle.com/armani-women-apos-s-long-sleeve-tops-brand8.html]color consultation fashion house of london[/url] old fashioned pendant lamp shades
http://topcitystyle.com/42-women-size23.html modeling and fashion and summer camp and virginia [url=http://topcitystyle.com/30-new-size12.html]free doll clothes patterns[/url]

 
At 6:03 pm, Anonymous Anonymous said...

your travel plans http://adventurecollection.in/disneyland/explorer-hotel-disneyland mens leather travel kit
[url=http://adventurecollection.in/adventure/adventure-fiction-books]computers travel books music pet supplies art schools[/url] margaritaville frozen concoction maker travel bag [url=http://adventurecollection.in/airport/charlotte-douglas-international-airport-employment]charlotte douglas international airport employment[/url]
pneumothorax air travel http://adventurecollection.in/tours/tours-for-divoreced-men
[url=http://adventurecollection.in/motel/ardsley-acres-motel]gay travel spain[/url] best travel laptop [url=http://adventurecollection.in/tour/waiving-the-e-7-advancement-exam-for-tour-in-iraq]waiving the e 7 advancement exam for tour in iraq[/url]
nurnberg travel dvd http://adventurecollection.in/airline/free-american-airline-miles ireland travel information ottawa branch [url=http://adventurecollection.in/travel/einstein-theories-time-travel]einstein theories time travel[/url]

 
At 3:19 pm, Anonymous Anonymous said...

no hassle porn http://theporncollection.in/gay-sex/guy-gay-para
[url=http://theporncollection.in/masturbating/masturbating-with-shower]sexy beach 3 xxx hd[/url] absolute free mpegs porn [url=http://theporncollection.in/orgy/orgy-world-next-level-galleries]orgy world next level galleries[/url]
adult insect http://theporncollection.in/orgasm/gorgeous-chick-stroking-her-clit-to-orgasm-video-clip
[url=http://theporncollection.in/gay-love/gay-piss-party]all adult xxx[/url] free full length amatuer porn movies [url=http://theporncollection.in/gay-sex/gay-priest-policy-in-the-usa]gay priest policy in the usa[/url]
taxi and porn http://theporncollection.in/gay-love/is-alex-trebek-gay
[url=http://theporncollection.in/gay-sex/free-gay-internet-games]watch hentai episodes[/url] polish porn videos [url=http://theporncollection.in/gay-sex/gay-mechanics]gay mechanics[/url]
hentai rclips http://theporncollection.in/orgasm/lesbian-orgasm-clips
[url=http://theporncollection.in/gay-man/gay-porn-video-archives]catholic adult fellowship[/url] real very young model porn [url=http://theporncollection.in/porn-girl/celebrities-cartoon-porn]celebrities cartoon porn[/url]

 
At 7:33 pm, Anonymous Anonymous said...

soccer shoes http://luxefashion.us/dsquared-classic-denim-brand13.html designer dress top wedding [url=http://luxefashion.us/killah-cats-theme-dress-for-women-blue-item1763.html]antique dishclothes[/url] step by step drawings of clothes
http://luxefashion.us/dolce-amp-gabbana-luxury-cashmere-sweater-for--item1184.html designer track lighting [url=http://luxefashion.us/27-on-sale-size17.html]wide ladies shoes[/url]

 
At 10:55 pm, Anonymous Anonymous said...

pinnacle health hospitals [url=http://usadrugstoretoday.com/products/lopressor.htm]lopressor[/url] male enhancement scams http://usadrugstoretoday.com/products/remeron.htm
chritus health system [url=http://usadrugstoretoday.com/products/speman.htm]speman[/url] catholic mental health conselors [url=http://usadrugstoretoday.com/products/trimox.htm ]heart shaped boxes chocolates sold each year valentines day [/url] how to prepare beans on the scd diet
illinois complaints on mental health system [url=http://usadrugstoretoday.com/products/cefadroxil.htm]cefadroxil[/url] impact drug recovery http://usadrugstoretoday.com/categories/hypnotherapie.htm
ohio state dental school operative dentistry technique [url=http://usadrugstoretoday.com/catalogue/q.htm]Buy generic and brand medications[/url] ways to keep your heart healthy [url=http://usadrugstoretoday.com/categories/ipnoterapia.htm ]discovery health weight loss [/url] diastolic high blood pressure

 
At 9:41 pm, Anonymous Anonymous said...

wide ladies shoes http://luxefashion.us/women-apos-s-t-shirts-men-category62.html hawaiian fashion muumuu [url=http://luxefashion.us/black-shoes-color2.html]famous fashion disiners[/url] satelite receiver comes with chanels
http://luxefashion.us/black-bags-color2.html chanel hanbags [url=http://luxefashion.us/dark-grey-tracksuits-color16.html]shoes songs[/url]

 
At 7:05 pm, Anonymous Anonymous said...

designer dining chairs http://www.thefashionhouse.us/32-pants-size13.html black and white fashion [url=http://www.thefashionhouse.us/xxl-dress-shirts-size8.html]vince carter basketball shoes[/url] chaco shoes resole
http://www.thefashionhouse.us/white-tops-shirts-with-colar-color4.html springs window fashions [url=http://www.thefashionhouse.us/g-star-shirts-brand42.html]fashion photographer professional[/url]

 
At 12:48 pm, Anonymous Anonymous said...

womens diet pills [url=http://usadrugstoretoday.com/index.php?lng=fr&cv=eu]Buy generic and brand medications[/url] types of anxiety disorders http://usadrugstoretoday.com/products/zelnorm.htm
diagnostic medical technology [url=http://usadrugstoretoday.com/products/prazosin.htm]prazosin[/url] health issues caused by landfill sites [url=http://usadrugstoretoday.com/products/hydrea.htm ]what doctors test for blood work [/url] south beach diet egg salad
gangstar lyrics anxiety aleviate [url=http://usadrugstoretoday.com/products/deltasone.htm]deltasone[/url] weight loss new york city http://usadrugstoretoday.com/products/coreg.htm
national medical alliance [url=http://usadrugstoretoday.com/products/nolvadex.htm]nolvadex[/url] goat calcium deficiency [url=http://usadrugstoretoday.com/categories/dysfonction-erectile.htm ]smoking ban heart attacks tabs [/url] high dosage of wobenzym

 
At 8:46 am, Anonymous Anonymous said...

http://xwp.in/carisoprodol/carisoprodol-tabletsmg
[url=http://xwp.in/cardizem/cardizem-overdose]norvasc drug side effects[/url] dialysis review for pharmacy students http://xwp.in/ibuprofen/can-ibuprofen-delay-my-period
pharmacogenomics drug development http://xwp.in/cefpodoxime/what-is-cefpodoxime-pro
[url=http://xwp.in/edema]datura as a drug[/url] drug court delaware county http://xwp.in/cefdinir/cefdinir-severe-coughing
drug use and in teens percent http://xwp.in/amoxil/amoxil-tablet
[url=http://xwp.in/detrol/flomax-and-detrol]list of narcotic drugs[/url] cialis lilly http://xwp.in/casodex/informatie-casodex the elasticity of prescription drugs http://xwp.in/immune/improving-auto-immune-system

 
At 2:12 pm, Anonymous Anonymous said...

deja enviromental shoes http://luxefashion.us/lagos-brand86.html video game level designer [url=http://luxefashion.us/blue-white-casual-shirts-color87.html]gypsy clothes australia[/url] platform heel shoes lucite
http://luxefashion.us/sky-blue-white-on-sale-color200.html das kleinste haus in wien [url=http://luxefashion.us/-18-on-sale-brand80.html]tv chanel for videos[/url]

 
At 8:40 pm, Anonymous Anonymous said...

how to mace money with betting http://xwn.in/slot_door-mail-slot-sarasota best casinos craps learn play
[url=http://xwn.in/joker_joker]orlando gambling boats[/url] blackjack stategy card [url=http://xwn.in/poker-online_poker-table-and-chairs]poker table and chairs[/url]
draw lottery instant lottery http://xwn.in/online-casinos_casinos-for-locals-in-las-vegas
[url=http://xwn.in/blackjack_blackjack-buffer-saiga]michael jordan gambling problems[/url] strip blackjack games [url=http://xwn.in/slot_can-pcie-be-plugged-int-a-pci-slot]can pcie be plugged int a pci slot[/url]
gambling etiquette tipping http://xwn.in/casino-online_the-rio-hotel-and-casino-las-vegas pocketpc blackjack trainer [url=http://xwn.in/jackpot]jackpot[/url]

 
At 12:43 pm, Anonymous Anonymous said...

free online movie of ann of green gables [url=http://moviestrawberry.com/films/film_no_country_for_old_men/]no country for old men[/url] japanese mature women movies asian movie pass http://moviestrawberry.com/hqmoviesbygenres/download-genre_biography-movies/?page=3 memento movie
imbd movie [url=http://moviestrawberry.com/films/film_sumuru/]sumuru[/url] white oak movie times http://moviestrawberry.com/films/film_valiant/ naruto movie 2
silent movie stars [url=http://moviestrawberry.com/films/film_supercroc/]supercroc[/url] hid and seek movie
final fantasy movie [url=http://moviestrawberry.com/films/film_moving_mcallister/]moving mcallister[/url] the movie i tried http://moviestrawberry.com/films/film_the_pretender/ new movie trailer apple
download perfume movie now [url=http://moviestrawberry.com/films/film_the_beach_girls/]the beach girls[/url] xbox 360 usb movie http://moviestrawberry.com/films/film_one_tree_hill/ movie tickets sold in 1950

 
At 8:43 am, Anonymous Anonymous said...

movie theater essex vermont [url=http://moviestrawberry.com/films/film_abbott_and_costello_in_the_foreign_legion/]abbott and costello in the foreign legion[/url] free gay movie posts http://moviestrawberry.com/films/film_camille_70/ microsoft movie maker
burn image movie file [url=http://moviestrawberry.com/films/film_shandra_the_jungle_girl/]shandra the jungle girl[/url] george in the movie blow http://moviestrawberry.com/films/film_george_carlin_you_are_all_diseased/ blond posing movie
centre stage movie [url=http://moviestrawberry.com/films/film_attack_of_the_crab_monsters/]attack of the crab monsters[/url] uniforms in the patriot movie
jennifer connelly nude movie [url=http://moviestrawberry.com/films/film_twee_vrouwen/]twee vrouwen[/url] movie star cosmetic surgery http://moviestrawberry.com/films/film_an_officer_and_a_gentleman/ amp broadway movie
hot milf movie [url=http://moviestrawberry.com/films/film_decoys/]decoys[/url] fuck porn movie http://moviestrawberry.com/films/film_my_boy_jack/ the strand movie theater in decatur illinois

 
At 1:59 pm, Anonymous Anonymous said...

VayXkqBszMmf [url=http://adidas51.webnode.jp/]nike air[/url]LxmRifPamHhf [url=http://nikeonline.blog.fc2blog.net/]nike[/url]DabXicDyoDsb [url=http://nikeair350.blog.fc2.com/]nike シューズ[/url]EgiGulTkgNth [url=http://nikeshose.blog.fc2.com/]nike スニーカー[/urlSwoQamRceTxm [url=http://nikeonlie11.blog.fc2blog.net/]ナイキランニング[/url]LrfCehEzbKqg [url=http://ナイキシューズ.seesaa.net/]nike free[/url]WrrIozXghAgt [url=http://シューズナイキ.seesaa.net/]nike free[/url]ZhsHtlMauIbp [url=http://nikeair11.seesaa.net/]スニーカーナイキ[/url]SkrTqjZakMez [url=http://niker.seesaa.net/]nike[/url] GvxGxtEmjZnj [url=http://nikeshose11.blog.fc2.com/]ナイキ フリー[/url]ThoCtaBduNgf

 

Post a Comment

<< Home