I have been losing my temper a bit too frequently lately, much too much to my liking. And at the core of it is my mother. Ladies, if you have a son don't think that nagging him to death is good parenting. I mean reminding me like a hundred times to take my medicine when I have either taken it or on the way to taking it is not what makes me feel like my mother loves me. I know she doesn't know any better, but it really pisses me off. How would you like it if I stated the obvious in your face a hundred times a week? "Did you father die or is your father dead?" "Did he suffer?" You know that she learnt it probably from her mother as well. I remember she driving me absolutely nuts once that was so serious, I had a breakdown. My father was there and he was witness to it. My energy was sapped out that day, cause she was in a period of blaming me (or like she says just telling me) complaning against whatever my sister or my father did or said that she did not like. She would confront me with anything that went wrong in the house, no matter if I had just come in and had no idea what she was talking about. I bottled up all those frustration and finally it exploded. That was a few years ago, this is now. She has another thing coming if she goes on like this. This won't be act two. This will be a finale.



Midnight Rain
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Three men jump off an overpass
One hits rock and the other glass
The last one grabs a rail and calls the other two fools
Tell me now which one are you

At the last out post of the midnight rain
A man relives the past with his shadow again
Prays a toast to his bride and pours a long tall suicide
Would you do the same if it was you
Chorus
But everything is turning out
And everything is coming round
The sun will shine on solid ground
Tomorrow when it comes out
Everything is turning out
And everything is coming round
The things that hurt you set you free
Yeah come home to me

Scatter my ashes in a hotel room
I paid a high price to smell that sweet perfume
There's a man outside and his face is vaguely familiar
Tell me now what if it was you
Repeat verse two ...
Tell me now if it was you
Tell me now what I should do




Song for the day - "Midnite Rain" - WIDE MOUTH MASON