Monday, April 18, 2005

I have had days when my temper is quite hard to hold. Certain things, which I feel are totally against what I belive in or are unneccesary or meant to just piss me off, really get my nostrils flaring. Problem is I rarely lash out, other than in my head. The words & feelings I express to myself and that I hope not many will get to hear are so powerful & hateful & vulgar that I sometimes shock myself. But what do you do, I can't exactly say them out loud and expect things to be the same after that. Still there are moments when I really wish I could say them out loud and get it over with. Give the recipients a real surprise.




Song for the day - "Slow Chemical" - FINGER ELEVEN